Trying so hard to hold on, but it's so hard. No matter howmany women i meet in the baby lost community there seems to be 20times more in babybliss without a care in the world. I would so love to be there. I would say one day but who am i kidding i want to be there , seems like i need to be there soon. And even soon is not enough. I needed to be there yesterday. Geesh i am so tired of this up and down feeling. I wouldn't mind having a numb moment right now. But who am i kidding i will never be in baby bliss, i know all too well the things that can go wrong, but i'd settle for a nice beginning and a happy ending willing to do whatever i'd have to in between. But until then i guess i will just write and hope, and pray and hope, and wish and want
and did i say
Hope.
SAYING GOODBYE....
10 months ago
7 comments:
Shandrea, Oh sweet girl! I am so so sorry you're going through this again! I'll be wishing, and hoping, and praying for you right along with you! (((HUGS)))
(((hugs))) yes I know what you mean...after I lost alyssa no matter how many blms (and i have met MANY) I know so many that are preg or having had them already and they are all girls =*( its like a knife in the chest...and I am so so so scared to do this again...and your courage is helping me...but I can not truly imagine where you are coming from...i am praying for you and me too!!
Praying for you, Shandrea! I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I am hoping with you and for you!
Baby bliss would sure be nice. Keep on hoping hun! ((hug))
Praying and hoping for the same for you sweet friend!!! I think the up and down are to be expected..you've been through so much in such a short, short amount of time.
Love to you!
Praying for you sweet Shandrea and sending hugs and love your way!
Love you and praying for you. xoxoxoxoxo
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