Trying so hard to hold on, but it's so hard. No matter howmany women i meet in the baby lost community there seems to be 20times more in babybliss without a care in the world. I would so love to be there. I would say one day but who am i kidding i want to be there , seems like i need to be there soon. And even soon is not enough. I needed to be there yesterday. Geesh i am so tired of this up and down feeling. I wouldn't mind having a numb moment right now. But who am i kidding i will never be in baby bliss, i know all too well the things that can go wrong, but i'd settle for a nice beginning and a happy ending willing to do whatever i'd have to in between. But until then i guess i will just write and hope, and pray and hope, and wish and want
and did i say
Thankful for poop on the floor!
4 weeks ago