I've been so pressed down with grief that i've overlooked the good. I am thankful that it was brought back to me today. Since losing Tristen I have been shown such great love and kindness and it's often what i think about when i need to be picked up. But lately it seemed that the negative had almost gotten the best of me. Until today. Today i got a little tough love which i needed and i also got a a couple of nice things in the mail. One was from debby at for your tears. She is so sweet and wonderful and what she does is a blessing. I also got a book from Deni, the author of it wrote me the sweetest message. She said that i was an inspiration, and that people were blessed by me. I mean wow. Me a blessing ? an inspiration? it is truly God. I simply try to give back the love and support many have given me. But believe me i am certainly happy and thankful that i can help someone along the way. It felt good (still feels good ) to know that. It makes me feel good to know that i am loved and prayed for by so many and I pray that everyone knows that they are just as loved and never far from my prayer's. I may not be able to call out everyname, but God knows who's on my heart and i guarentee everyone of you are there. God is so good. I was at such a low today and God gave me just what i needed to go on. He is truly awesome.