I am having a good moment and of course there's no telling how long it will last, so i decided i should write it down, so when i'm having a sad one i can go to this and remember that good times do exist. Right now I can breathe, right now i can think and talk without crying. Right now i can do anything without crying, and of course that is a feat in and of itself. At this moment i am warmed at the thought of all the love and support and kindness i have been shown. Right now i can think of how much i love my babies and miss them, i can think of a happy future. This is a moment i shall not take for granted.