This is my first time blogging and i am not sure how to begin so i figured i would introduce myself a bit and explain what brought me here.
My name is shandrea i am 26yrs old and i am doing this in memory of my precious angels camron jaiden and xaven zaraih. In janurary of 2009 my husband and i found out we were pregnant with our first child togeather ( he has a son 8 and a daughter 7 from a previous relationship) we were so excited and happy but on april 14 of this year our world cam crashing down when we miscarried at 18 weeks. But at the end of august we found out that we were blessed again to be pregnant, but again that unfortunately ended on Nov.26. So now i sit with so many thougts running through my head of how and why and what if's and i didn't know what to do with them, so thanks to two wonderful women who's blogs give me such hope and encouragement i thought i could try and do the same while letting out my feelings when i feel i can't speak. So here goes .