Saturday, September 4, 2010


Since the beginning of this year I have heard many sermons on "This is my season" "This is your season" ( not talking directly to me of course but the congregtation as a whole) not only have I heard sermons but i've come across people in geral say that this is our season, or this is their season or telling me this is my season. And of course I know they all meant the season to prosper,but I find that not to necesarily true. What some don't seem to realize is that your season is not always a happy one, it can be your season for joy or your season for hardship and many other things. For a bit I truly beleived it was my season to be joyful to be happy , that the storm had passed. I mean 2009 was awful and I surley would't have a repeat of that, but I now know how wrong i was.

The word says it best:

Ecc3:1-8 says

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,a time to embrace and a time to refrain, a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away, a time to tear and a time to mend,a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.

I am so over this season ( over as meaning i am tired of it.) I am tired of the crying, i'm tired of the sadness , i'm tired of the gloom, i'm tired of wishing, and wanting and waiting. I am so ready to walk into my season. I'm ready to smile again without tears following a few hours or days later. I want this sorrow to go away. Right now just sucks and I don't wanna be in this place. I'm tired of this place. It's cold, sometimes dark, lonely and just plain sad.

I want this storm to be over. I want off this darn roller coaster. I want to smile again. I want my time to laugh and dance and love . Only this time I want to love a baby hear alive and healthy.


Andrea said...

I want all that for you too and for the rainbow to shine bright and colourful. :) I want God to send you your miracle so badly... Thinking of you, and much love and hugs, Andrea

The Blue Sparrow said...

Oh Shandrea, me too, me too. I pray that our season's of everything good and right and holy according to God's will will begin very soon for both of us. Thinking of you! *HUGS*

DeniFay said...

Sweet Grace, I think so many times, you type the words of my heart, that's part of why I know God connected us. Praying for our season of 'goodness' to come soon! Love you honey!

Jessica said...

I want to walk into my season too. Two miscarriages in less than 7 months is insane. Anyone's loss is insane. No one should have to go through such a season. God Bless you hun. I hope your happy dancing season comes for you soon!

Andrea said...

Sweetest Friend,

Praying for your season of PEACE, COMFORT and JOY. I believe this new season is going to be one of prosperity, as I refuse to think otherwise.

Praying for you daily and lifting you up always.

Love you,

Antoinette said...

I agree with everyone i am praying for it to be a season for you filled with peace and hope...((hugs))...I feel like its been my season for sadness....basically since I was like um...BORN...thought maybe i had reached my quota, as I am sure you have asked yourself the same things =(

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