Have you ever had a day where you feel a type of way but you can't describe it. That's how i feel today. It's not totally a why me day, and it's not a sad day, but not really a happy day. It's a all these feelings and more day. Just an indescribable day full of feelings that i don't know what to do with........
But, one thing i am sure of...........i miss my babies.
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Grace,
I call this a day of "indifference"
Unfortunately we have these days when we don't know what to do with the vast array of emotions. Lately, I choose to box them up and shut the lid as tightly as possible. I'm tired and just don't have the extra energy to want to deal with facing the reality of it all. Someday I will, but just not right now. It's all so complicated, but we can rely on one thing "trusting in HIM" and allowing him to direct our steps. I remind myself of this daily :) And, glean my strength from knowing HOPE is ever present while staying FAITHful.
Sending you sunshine and remembering Camron and Xavien with you.
xoxo
I feel that way today & couldn't think of words either!! Again, you did! Amazing you are sweet Grace!! Love & hugs!
When I feel like that it's usually that I feel numb. Numb to not knowing what to do or what to think or how to keep going, you just "are". But it took me a long time to come up with "numb". Missing your angels with you xo Love, Nan xo
Oh yes, I have these days quite a bit. Days when Im not quite sure why I feel the way I feel or sometimes not even knowing exactly how Im feeling. But yes, always missing my babies too. Hope your day of indescribableness gets bumped up to a happy day very soon! *HUGS*
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