Thursday, April 14, 2011

2years

Two years ago today a piece of my heart grew wings and flew away. Sometimes it's hard to believe that it's been two years, especially when the grief sneaks up on you and makes it feel as if it's just happend minutes, hours or even days ago. Other times it feel as if you been gone even longer. But no matter how long one thing still remains. I still miss him, I still long for him, I still wish for him. I still close my eyes at times and go back to the day I held his small body. I remember how I wished so hard that you didn't have to leave me. I remember not wanting to say goodbye. But I find the comfort in now knowing that it isn't goodbye, but more of a see you later. I know that no matter how I wish you were here with me, that you are safe in the masters arms. So Happy 2 years in Heaven to my first born Camron Jaiden. Forever Loving My Angels



I smiled today because of this. I thought about how if you were here that this is what your cake would look like on your birthday, just a little bigger mess than this one. But I'd make you a cake myself every year, (i probably still will) they'd just get better because i'd go and take some baking classes and cake decorating classes. <3

10 comments:

Deni said...

<3 Camron <3! Happy 2nd heavenly birthday sweet boy! Hug all our angel babies for mommy and me!

Michele said...

Happy birthday, sweet little one...

Debby@Just Breathe said...

((HUGS))

Ann said...

Sending love and remembering Camron with you!

cgd said...

thinking of you and sweet baby Camron. Holding you both close to my heart. Much love to you....

Amanda said...

Much love to you and to your beautiful angel..Hugs..the cake is wonderful...:)

Andrea said...

Lifting you up sweetest friend and holding you close to my heart <3

Camron and Christian are blowing kisses from heaven, I know it.

xxx

Kara said...

Sending you BIG HUGS!! Happy 2nd Birthday sweet Camron!

waiting41infla said...

always in my thoughts and prayers. I am thinking of you and sending you hugs. Keep up the faith as you are my rock.

Amy said...

Sending you a BIG bloggie hug! Loves to you.

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