Friday, November 26, 2010

Xavien

One year ago today an angel grew wings much too soon for her daddy and me. A year ago today my heart was broken for the second time. A year ago today I held a sweet angels tiny body in my hands. A year ago today I cried until i thought i had no tears left, and then cried some more. A year ago today another piece of my heart went to heaven. But, today i give God thanks for you. I thank him for sending a special blessing in my life. Today i thank him because though i don't understand it I know that through the pain is a rainbow of blessings i won't have room enough to recieve. Today I thank him for allowing me peace in knowing that you are loved there more than i can imagine loving you here (and believe me i love you alot!) Today I am thankful that i will one day see you again. I am blowing kisses to heaven, sending my love on a prayer and remembering you, my sweet beautiful baby girl. You will always be my first girl, my second child, beloved and never forgotten. I will hold you in my heart forever


HAPPY ONE YEAR IN HEAVEN Xavien
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY!
Loving my Angels

14 comments:

Jennifer Ross said...

That was absolutely beautiful Shandrea.

Happy one year in heaven Xavien! Your mommy and daddy love you so so much!

mrsnice777 said...

I echo Jennifer - positively beautiful! A perfect written expression of your heart!

(((hugz)))
Jamie

cgd said...

Thinking of you and your sweet angel Xavien today.
Your strength continues to amaze me...

Andrea said...

Happy 1st Heavenly Birthday to Xavien. :) I didn't realize how close Julia's and Xavien's birthdays were. I've found it a difficult time of year as I'm sure you have and I find your thoughts just beautiful. I'll be thinking of you and your angel. Love and hugs XOXO

Antoinette said...

(((((hugs)))))) remembering her with you

heathermohr said...

Remembering sweet Xavien today. (((hugs)))

Andrea said...

*tears*

We've journeyed through many, many storms sweetest friend and I pledge to continue this journey with you. Honoring your precious daughter with you, today and always.

I continue to stand in awe of your GRACE.

Lifting you up and Holding you tight
xxx

Michele said...

hugs and remembering with you...

Tabitha said...

Thinking of you and your sweet angel

Kara said...

Wishing Xavien a sweet 1st Birthday in Heaven! And sending a HUG to you Shandrea! Your words to your daughter are simply beautiful.

Holly said...

♥ Xavien ♥
Sending lots of love and wishing your little one a sweet 1st birthday in Heaven

Annie said...

Remembering Xavien with you! ((Hugs))

Lori said...

Just sending you love....you are always lifted in prayer and your precious ones are never, ever forgotten.
xoxoxo

butterflymom said...

Sending you love and prayers...I know how difficult this time can be. Hope you always know that you are loved and supported. ((hugs))

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