Monday, November 22, 2010

I want that.......................

I know it probably has been stated quite a bit through out my blog, and I know that i am not the only one feeling this way, but tonight i just need to put it out there once more

I want to know the feeling of making it past 19wks................................
I want to feel the joy of finding out the gender of my baby because i will be preparing to say hello and not goodbye....................
I want to know the joy of feeling him/her kick for the first time and be able to look forward to many more............................................

I want to smile b/c i've reached the milestone of 24wks...............................................................
I want to see my inny(sp?) become and outty...............................................................................
I want my hubby to rub my belly.......................................................................
I want to smile because i've reached 28wks..................................................................................
I want to shop for cribs, and diaper bags and car seats..........................................
I want a baby shower..........................................................................
I want pictures of my bare belly......................................................................................
I want the excitement of getting ready to see my baby for the first time b/c I know that this time he /she is coming home with me....................................................................................
I want the tearful joy of hearing their first cry................................................................................
I want the joy of holding them for the first time as they squeeze my finger....................................
I want to see the joy in my husbands face b/c we have a blessing created in love...............................
I want the sweetness of holding him/her against my chest as i rock him/her to sleep.................
I want to hear first words and see first steps......................................................................
I want 1st and 2cnd and 3rd and more birthdays.....................................................................
I want the terrible two's and tempertantrums and potty training and sleepless nights and diaper changes and bottle feedings and lulliby's.......................................................................................
I want all of that................................................................................
and i can't wait for the day (okay well I can, b/c technically I have no choice, but still..................)







Loving My Angels

16 comments:

Michelle said...

I want you to have all that and more and I pray that soon (in the Lord's perfect time) you will. Sending you love tonight.

The Blue Sparrow said...

Oh sweetie, I am feeling all of these exact things tonight! It's so unfair that we have to wait. You're in my prayers! (((HUGS)))

Mirne said...

I want so many of those things too. I am fortunate to have experienced many of your "wants", but not fortunate enough to see the rest of them.

cgd said...

this brought tears to my eyes. I wish for this for you so badly and hope that one day these dreams will become realities.
sending lots of love and your angel babies...

mrsnice777 said...

Praying you'll have all that too! Believing you will!!

((hugz))
Jamie

heathermohr said...

I want this for you, sweet Shandrea. Praying that you will have all of this!

DeniFay said...

Praying this for you and hoping it comes sooner rather than later!!!

Marie W said...

I want that too :-(. You know I am continually praying for you. You WILL get that opportunity because God is not slack concerning his promises! Love to you my friend.

Shandrea said...

Thank you all for the love. I so want this for all of us! and i am just so excited for the day that it happens <3

Angie H said...

Hi Shandrea!

I will put my name on that list too and send it to SANTA ; ) is that ok with you ; ) ?
Maybe this Christmas we will get what we want ?

Oh I hope I didnt hurt you by joking but it just popped up in my head ....

Honnestly I pray for many of those things for you and for me and for all the other BLM :s .

Sending you tons of love and thinking about you !
Love Angie

Annie said...

I want all of that for you, too. SO much!! Praying that you will get that miracle!

Michele said...

I want that for you too. :) hugs...

tonton said...

I dream about having all of this...I know so well how you feel...I hope one day we all get this

Brie said...

Love your "I want" list. Mine is exactly the same (= We'll get there. The question is just "when"?

waiting41infla said...

I want all of those things for you and I believe you will have it all!!! I am praying for you and holding your wishes close and I know you will have good results soon. I know God will provide..when I don't know but I find comfort in his power.
Have a goood THanksgiving with your family. Enjoy the time and comfort with family and friends.

Holly said...

I pray that these things you will know!

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