I don't know where to begin except to say that God is good. He surrounds me with those that i need when i need them. and though IRL there arent many, but just enough. Today I got to have lunch with one of the most sweet, real, loving and sincere people i have met since losing my babies. Today I got to have lunch with Katy's aunt. She first messaged me on facebook and let me know that she follows my blog and that she prays for me (she even sent me a message praying for me), she checks in on me and then last week we talked about having lunch but we both had a pretty full week so we decided on this friday to do it. I am so happy that i was able to meet her. It was the best time that i have had in a while. A time where i felt like it was okay to bring up being in the hospital, knowing that i could talk to her about my babies and not ruin her day. It was lovely. I truly have no words to describe my lunch with her. If you were looking from the outside you would never have thought today was my first day meeting her. She has such a big heart. To finally sit and be able to talk to someone who simply gets it, was so refreshing. I don't even have the words to describe it, but i did know that i had to take time out and just thank God for putting her in my life and Crystal I thank you for becoming a part of my life.