Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Xavien

Hello little one. Today i should be looking in your eyes and saying those exact words, but instead I sit here and write this letter and ask God to read it too you. Today all the dreams and hopes I had for you should be all the more real. But instead I sit and think on all that you could have been. Of all I wanted for you. I miss you my daughter. I love you still and always will. I sit trying to take comfort in the fact that I know you are safe, that eventhough daddy and I aren't with you right now you are loved beyond what we could even give. I take comfort in the fact that you will always be in my heart. I know that Camron is taking care of you.





I miss you both so much. You will always be my first daughter, my second born and forever loved.

























Mommy misses you. I pray that you feel my gentle kisses sent from my heart to heaven.


I Love You Xavien.

15 comments:

Angie H said...

Hi Sweet Shandrea !

I love your letter to your baby -girl .
Its so beautiful .I believe her spirit can feel your love and that she can send you love too.
When Im sad and miss my baby I think to myself that he wouldnt want me to be depressed and I try to keep going and try to do all I can to keep hope and joy in my heart.
Know that you and your two sweet angels are in my prayers and I also pray for a full term pregnancy for you .
Sending you love and hugs as you honour your little girl today - Angie

Lori said...

Sending you lots of love and hugs, and honored to share such beautiful words to your sweet girl...xoxoxo

DeniFay said...

Thinking of you and your sweet baby girl today! Love you and hope you are celebrating her well!

Nan & Mike said...

Love you sweet friend, and always thinking of all of our babies in Heaven together. Missing your baby girl with you. Both of your angels are so lucky to have you as their mommy. xxx Nan

Lisa Brown said...

Hi friend...Thinking of you...beautifully said...

Lisa Brown said...

Oh, by the way...I saw on your play list the song by Israel "no limits". I have lived on that song for the past year. It is my all time favorite and my all time most humbling and inspiring song I know...love to you...

Tina said...

Thinking of you and your sweet girl. xx

Kristie said...

Shandrea, you are so kind, so sweet. This post is just about the most beautiful one I've read. Just a simple message deep from a momma's heart to her baby girl. She hears, she knows. Love you friend, Kristie

klarsen said...

Lots of love, Shandrea. Thinking of sweet Xavien with you. xxx

The Blue Sparrow said...

Thinking and praying for you Shandrea! (((BIG HUGS)))

Marie W said...

Thinking of you Shandrea and sending prayers your way. {hugs}

Andrea said...

Sweetest Friend,

She feels those kisses...I promise :)

Much Love,
Andrea

Karen said...

This was so beautiful, Shandrea...

Parents of the Princess and Duchess said...

I lift you up in my prayers this morning, Shandrea. Much love to you, dear friend.

Shandrea said...

Just want to say thank you all. You just don't know how much your words, thoughts and prayers touch my heart. Thank you so much.

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